DRIVING HUNGER...

A moment  back everything was perfect,
I was happy....I was satisfied
but in a jiffy....
Everything went tasteless,
Seemed as if a huge tsunami came
and took away everything with it.
What has happened?
Where did the satisfaction go?
Am I not happy?
I feel like having a lump in my throat,
What is  troubling me??
Seeing others doing better,
Or seeing yourself doing bad.
I don't know......
But im getting closer to find an answer.
I called my friend,
She seemed happy
But i know she's not,
Everything went upside down.
Mom says"its okay",
One should not fill the tummy at once,
some hunger left is good,.
I can feel that hunger now,
These words are soothing
But if u look back for a second,
and realize what you've missed,
Its a bad feeling i must say,
Even my friend has this hunger,
Maybe more than me,
For the coming years
I wish her all the best!!
To my self.......
I take whatever comes my way ,
But i hope and want,
May this hunger drives me
To a point where I get satisfaction
And I know that place is not so far
As I write this, .
I hold the pen even stronger,
I feel the heat coming out,
The heart beats faster,
I do not know why,
but it just simply does so....
Somebody switched on the fan
I think the wind has come
And i need to run!!